confusion

she was scared, her thoughts made no sense,
and she knew it so, scared and incensed
she hid in her house where fewer movements go
much further with shorter distance, she couldn't alert
her family to be around to see
that she wasn't able to be the person she knows herself to be,
she's aware of what she does and how she's supposed to be,
so she lies and she hides, she tries to present who they want to see,
it's hard to watch her walk to this place of newly discovered strife,
mostly because she's always been my rock in life